Benda yang dinanti nantikan :O

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah wabarokkatuh :)

       Hi ! Ape khabar? Sihat? Dah makan ke belum? Pergh, bapak annoying en. K forget it. Entry kali ni aku post sempena results PSPM 1. K aku pun ngeri dengan 4 huruf tu. Results keluar hari selasa pukul 3. Pagi tu ada kelas cam biasa lah. Then, last subject of the day Koku. Tempatnye kat Dewan DSK and tempat nak amik results tu pun kat situ kot. Hari tu mood aku swings gile. Sampai kawan aku tengah cakap pun aku tak layan dia. Haha. Takut. Aku je yang tau betapa teruknya aku buat time exam hari tuu. Time tengah koku tu about 2.30 , cikgu koku aku, Sir Azmi namenye cakap kat kitorang "Kamu ni yang dapat 4flat ni semua time nak isi UPU tu, asyik nak letak doktor la, farmasi la, cube lah letak profession lain. Banyak lagi kerja lain yang lagi bagus dari tu." Then, out of no where , he point his finger to me, and says "Ha, kamu yang tunduk tu, nak jadi apa? Lecturer ke?" Aku cam " Haih laki ni, aku dahlah tengah gelabah fikir pasal result, dia boleh dah masuk bidang kerja. Dah lah ade butterfly in my tummy time tuu" Aku pun dengan geramnye , mampu geleng je kepala. Its already 2.45 , slowly my tears drops. Sumpahlah , ntah sape yg tengok aku. Adrena, Anees, Anati, Aqila, Asmaa, Masha, semua duduk suruh aku sabar. Result tak keluar lagi, kau dah nangis. Aku plak termenung dengan dunia aku je, diorang ckp ape pun, aku diam jee.

   Saat pengarah bagi ucapan tu, aku kaku. Out of 2500 lebih hanya 389 students dapat 4 flat. I was like :O Aku tak expect 4 flat pun coz I did quite bad time exam tu. Tidur pukul 4 pagi , minum nescafe bagai, tak tidur secukupnye, tak habis cover. Then, dah tiba masa untuk amik results tu. Aku pun baris dengan Anees dekat C1. Nampak Haziqah's eyes wattery. Semua yang amik result tu, duduk menjerit tiba2. Sumpah benci. Takut kot. Lelaki lah especially. Then, Anees g amik results dia, then giliran aku plak. Aku sign then Mr.tiong bagi results, Aku tengok. Terkejut. Shocked . Then cepat2 letak dalam buku safe and sound and go away from the crowds. Semua tanya dapat berapa. Aku hanya nangis je. Shiao Nee dengan Tze sim duduk gesa aku. Razin sibuk tengok aku dapat ape. Aku tepis semua orang tu, aku peluk Masha. Then aku blah dari tempat tu dengan Anees. Anees sendiri tanya aku berapa. Aku diam and continue nangis. Sampai je aku kat astaka, aku bukak balik buku yang terkandungnye results teruk tu, . Terkejut siakk. rupenye ape yang aku nampak kat dewan tu salah anggap. Ingat dalam 2 pointer lebih . Rupenye 3.25 je . But still sad lah.Because Physics buat slack lah kali ni. Sedih. Yang terkejutnye, Bio yang salah esei tu, dapat A solid? =_=' Pelik doe. Kawan aku yang lain ok lah cuma dorang syukur ape yang dorg dpt. Anati same results dengan aku. Dah lah UPS pun same. Haha. Nampak sangat kami meniru ea :P Jk. Aku take time nak balik bilik. Pukul 7 baru ak balik Nak hilang sedih lura lara aku ni haa.


*sambung later.

Future is in your hand.

Assalammualaikum friends,

        Firstly, I would like to apologise cause my blog was boring. I just blog whenever Im bored and I think I should. Haha. Okay, lets start chit chatting. Today is December 7 . Another 4 days for results. There are so much of rumors saying that people who fail wont get the allouwance for this month from government bagai. I dont know whether its true or not. But better to get yourself ready. I feel like crying. I just dont have the confidence to see my results. If I did okay, I'll feel relieve, but its just that I think I dont. Right now, I just hoping on Allah's power and fate towards me. He has set the best things for me. I just hope Allah will give all of my friends and I , a better future ahead. Allah maha adil, aku tau.

         Buat masa sekarang, Aku hanya bergantung pada keajaiban Allah . Segala titik peluh kita berjalan menuju ke pusat sumber, study group, dan selagi ia diredai Allah, Insyaallah, Dia akan kabulkan. I dont want to see anyone of us walk out from this college and we ends at the same time. Tears will automatically fall down when you hear something that doesnt please you. Im not thinking negative just that a backup plan. All Im thinking now is my parents and my family future is in my hand. Their hope and supportiveness doesnt fade since day 1 im here. After all, which child who doesnt wants to give a good life to their parents? The results will be post to your parents first and results will be placed in the Hall where everyone can view. Worst part is, you have to be one in a million to beat students among your batch in whole Malaysia. If you're lucky enough, then Its your rezeki :) Lets pray to Allah and pour all your problems to Him. He is always willing to hear from you. :) Take care. And all the best friends!