Hi :) Assalamualaikum :)
Well. Hari ni 1st day cuti sempena cuti deepavali. Well there is roughly about 6 days leave. Hari ni aku bangun pukul 9 . Hehe. Agak awal daripada biasa. Tu pun thanks to adik aku yang sanggup jadi Alarm clock yang duduk memekak untuk kejutkan aku. Sebab apa? Apa lagi? Nak serbu Masjid Al-Falakh le. Bangun-bangun je , terus pacak depan kaca TV. Pastu nampak Izzuddin ,adik Izza tengah menyanyi. Pastu nampak pulak fizo omar. Apa lagi? Terus meluru masuk tandas , siap-siap pergi masjid. Jumpa memang jumpa Fizo omar tapi tak sempat nak amik gambar , dia dah balik dah. :( Haih. Aku datang sebab kau, senang-senang je kau balik.
Pusing punya pusing dah macam tawaf kat masjid kot. :D Aku pun call la Datin Izza eryana temankan aku. Beberapa jam lepas tu muncul lah dia.Then kami ke gerai Mak J_ _ . Hehe. Mula-mula ingat nak tolong jualkan barang, pusing lah kami kan promote tag dengan topi untuk sumbangan masjid al-falakh. Sadis betul tak ada siapa pun yang membeli . Memang pun sebab kami blur . Tak tahu cara nak jual. Lepas tu aku pun balik lah.
Beberapa jam lepas tu , dalam pukul 4 lebih ,aku kembali ke lokasi yang sama. Pergh, time ni memang aku cair lah. Guess aku jumpa sape? Lah Ahmad kot. Argh! Comel lote! :D Dia bersama beberapa orang penyanyi lah. Tak ingat nama. Tapi sumpah cool. Kalau boleh nak je , aku duduk situ sampai malam. Tapi aku tuition la pula. Haih. Tak pe la Lah. Nanti kita jumpa lagi eah. :) Apa-apa pun studies comes first. So, i choose study. Bukan apa. Sebab kat masjid dah jumpa Lah, kat tuition pulak ada yang menanti. Hehe. Nak tahu sapa? Bluek. Tak leh bagi tau. :D K lah byee!
Pesanan: Maybe blog akan diupdate lepas SPM bergantung pada situasi ye. Sebab 3 minggu je lagi. So, bye bloggie. Gonna miss you. :)
Saturday, 22 October 2011
Tuesday, 18 October 2011
Flashback.
Hi :)
Today i would like to share some feelings isolated deep in my heart. What feelings? Well, figure it out by yourself lah. Hmm, actually i love all of them, i love them so much.Sorry i mean MOST of them. And if i wish i had a rewind button in life, i would like to press that button and paused it for a long time. Forever also would be better. I remember the way we are back two years , i like the way we are so happy together, i so grateful to see each and one of us laughing and smiling away together, im touched the way we care for each other in every Ups and Downs that we gone through, i satisfied to see we share 's our problems together, i love the way we care for each other, i love the way we screaming and shouting like mad teens, i love to watch we catch other's tears in every pain that they gone through , argh i missed everything! Now, not to say im not satisfied or not. Its faith. I cant blame it. Its just that life cant be like what we are expecting it to be always. Wallahualam. :)
Many things that i wanted in my life in which i know mostly are difficult to make it become true. One of it are happiness.Happiness as in in every relations. I really hope that YOU will realise and regret so badly about this and apologise to each and everyone of your biggest mistake . When? What? Why? How? Do not ask me. Because even me are not that strong to hear that huge,big, fatty, kilograms, sumo,mega,tetra,gega kind of problems. Its a mixture in a combo meal that booms everyone at a time. And yeah its kind a nuclear explosion for a moment. Im sick and tired of the humans that is not enough maturity maybe to think whats their fault , the way they should fix things back and most importantly do not lie . Please.
You know when will we realise? After we gonna leave that old building. That old building that have created all our beginning of stories and that is the place too that every story gonna end. And you know, as we grow older and older and looked back of all our actions. Trust me, we gonna miss each other like crazy ,man. We gonna drop our tears regretting what have happened. Trust me, If you have a huge hatter in one person now and it feels burning in your heart but years after years maybe you might not forget but im sure you will forgive.
You only should seek the TRUE person who are always with you. Again i Repeat, TRUE person who are always with you. Its up to you whether to forgive one or not even yeah i know its too hard to swallow everything and pretending nothing happen . But to me, it takes a very very long time. Damn sakit hati weyh. My only intention is just to give lesson that you have losed something and to have some regret feelings. Hatter is just a temporary catalyst that boost up my anger of all your actions. Sorry la. I cant helped it.When my inner voice says thats it, well thats it. Excuse me, again im reminding, this post is just for certain people that always there that you can rely on them ok.
I know . I know its super freaking ,damn it, hard to forgive. The burning sensations in my heart is like even a fireman are not able to put off the fire. The moment i look at your face, i saw hatter. Its not a normal hatter. Its a Mega hatter. I dont think things can be solved before the time comes. And i hope i dont see that face anymore. I dont blame you but i blame your lies, your words, your actions, your hypocriteness. You are a queen at it ,man.People who are unappreacitive and irresponsible are hopeless to keep them. Because they can only make the best out of you.When you aren't in need anymore , you gonna end in a trash. Well, that show what we get in return actually. As my friend once said, buat baik salah, buat jahat pun salah. Hmm.
Hey, again , again and again im reminding you. This post its just a flash back. It is meant for people that should be meant and have to be meant as they are. Bye. :)
Today i would like to share some feelings isolated deep in my heart. What feelings? Well, figure it out by yourself lah. Hmm, actually i love all of them, i love them so much.Sorry i mean MOST of them. And if i wish i had a rewind button in life, i would like to press that button and paused it for a long time. Forever also would be better. I remember the way we are back two years , i like the way we are so happy together, i so grateful to see each and one of us laughing and smiling away together, im touched the way we care for each other in every Ups and Downs that we gone through, i satisfied to see we share 's our problems together, i love the way we care for each other, i love the way we screaming and shouting like mad teens, i love to watch we catch other's tears in every pain that they gone through , argh i missed everything! Now, not to say im not satisfied or not. Its faith. I cant blame it. Its just that life cant be like what we are expecting it to be always. Wallahualam. :)
Many things that i wanted in my life in which i know mostly are difficult to make it become true. One of it are happiness.Happiness as in in every relations. I really hope that YOU will realise and regret so badly about this and apologise to each and everyone of your biggest mistake . When? What? Why? How? Do not ask me. Because even me are not that strong to hear that huge,big, fatty, kilograms, sumo,mega,tetra,gega kind of problems. Its a mixture in a combo meal that booms everyone at a time. And yeah its kind a nuclear explosion for a moment. Im sick and tired of the humans that is not enough maturity maybe to think whats their fault , the way they should fix things back and most importantly do not lie . Please.
You know when will we realise? After we gonna leave that old building. That old building that have created all our beginning of stories and that is the place too that every story gonna end. And you know, as we grow older and older and looked back of all our actions. Trust me, we gonna miss each other like crazy ,man. We gonna drop our tears regretting what have happened. Trust me, If you have a huge hatter in one person now and it feels burning in your heart but years after years maybe you might not forget but im sure you will forgive.
You only should seek the TRUE person who are always with you. Again i Repeat, TRUE person who are always with you. Its up to you whether to forgive one or not even yeah i know its too hard to swallow everything and pretending nothing happen . But to me, it takes a very very long time. Damn sakit hati weyh. My only intention is just to give lesson that you have losed something and to have some regret feelings. Hatter is just a temporary catalyst that boost up my anger of all your actions. Sorry la. I cant helped it.When my inner voice says thats it, well thats it. Excuse me, again im reminding, this post is just for certain people that always there that you can rely on them ok.
I know . I know its super freaking ,damn it, hard to forgive. The burning sensations in my heart is like even a fireman are not able to put off the fire. The moment i look at your face, i saw hatter. Its not a normal hatter. Its a Mega hatter. I dont think things can be solved before the time comes. And i hope i dont see that face anymore. I dont blame you but i blame your lies, your words, your actions, your hypocriteness. You are a queen at it ,man.People who are unappreacitive and irresponsible are hopeless to keep them. Because they can only make the best out of you.When you aren't in need anymore , you gonna end in a trash. Well, that show what we get in return actually. As my friend once said, buat baik salah, buat jahat pun salah. Hmm.
Hey, again , again and again im reminding you. This post its just a flash back. It is meant for people that should be meant and have to be meant as they are. Bye. :)
Thursday, 13 October 2011
Dalam Keinsafan .
Assalamualaikum :)
Hari ni 14 OKTOBER 2011. 14 NOVEMBER SPM. Genap 30 hari sahaja lagi. Mesti hang bosan baca blog ni sebab tak habis-habis cakap pasal exam SPM en?Mungkin bagi yang tak duduk lagi takkan rasa lagi apa yang sedang aku rasakan. Tapi yang pasti semua akan rasa juga satu hari nanti. Ok. Back to story. Hari ni macam biasa lah kan ke sekolah. Maka naiklah kami ke surau sebab ada bacaan yasiin. Lepas selesai bacaan tu, ustazah pun cerita lah suatu cerita.
Cerita nya bermula begini. Ada dua orang kawan ni. Sorang namanya Ali dan sorang lagi Abu. Satu hari ni, mereka memanjat pokok rambutan (kalau x silap) di belakang rumah mereka. Maka Ibu ali pun ternampak ali lalu menyahut " Ali. Turun! Kang jatuh. " .Pada masa yang sama, ayah abu ternampak abu lalu menyahut " Abu! Pegang dahan tu kuat -kuat." Ending, Ali jatuh sebab dahan pokok tu tak kukuh. Abu pula tak jatuh kerana dia dengar dan ikut apa yang dipesan ayahnya.
Maka ustazah pun cakap lah mesej disebalik cerita ni ialah jangan fikir negatif. Fikir positif. Kalau kita tak yakin dengan diri kita, nescaya kita akan jatuh. Masih tak terlambat lagi. Budak-budak islam tingkatan 5 semua dengar dengan tekun pulak.
Selepas tu kami menuju ke kelas. Kami duduk ramai-ramai lah membuat kerja masing-masing. Kemudian, Ahmad bertanya kepada aku satu soalan biology yang aku tidak dapat menerangkan kepadanya kerana aku agak kabur dalam subjek itu. Lalu aku pun cakap lah aku tak tahu. "Markah bio aku macam apa je. Aku takut lah. Aku rasa macam nak give up. " Maka sudah tibalah masa untuk aku untuk diceramahi. Dia cakap "kan ustazah dah cakap dah tadi . Kau ni kan selalu pikir negatif lah." Haha. Serve me rightlah. Aku pun mengangguk je. Betul cakap dia.
Pastu berbual-bual pasal hal lain pulak. Adalah kan. Maka dia pun menasihati kami. Ayat dia pergh. Boleh menginsafkan kot. Antaranya ialah:
" Perkataan itu datangnya daripada hati." Kalau hati jahat, Nescaya perkataan yang dituturkan pun tidak baik.
"Lelaki yang baik adalah untuk perempuan yang baik. " Kalau kita pilih isteri yang baik, nescaya suaminya pun akan baik juga. Insyallah.
"Kalau kita hendak kehendak kita dimakbulkan, pertama sekali utamakan Kehendak Allah s.w.t" Jikalau kita tidak pernah lupa untuk memenuhi kehandak-Nya maka jika kita memohon kepada Nya, Insyallah akan dimakbulkan kehendak kita.
Memang menginsafkanlah. Banyak lagi yang kami berbual. Tapi ini sahaja yang aku ingat. Takut sangat bila memikirkan SPM . Ibu ku dari tadi mengusik-usik aku dengan mengatakan genap satu bulan sahaja lagi yang aku ada supaya aku lebih gentar mendengar angka kritikal tersebut.
Salah satu sebab dia gembira sebab nak takutkan aku , satu lagi sebab dia gembira sebab nak tunggu aku ambik lesen kereta so boleh bawa dia ke hulu dan hilir. Alamat lepas ni, Klang lah tempat tinggal aku. Haih. Terfikir aku seorang diri, haih farhana kalaulah kau tak tidur dalam kelas masa tingkatan 4 kau . Menyesal-menyesal. Tak guna pun nak menyesal sekarang. Kalau nak berjaya,kena usaha lebih lah. Renung-renungkanlah dan selamat beramah. K gtg. Its time to study . :) Bye
Hari ni 14 OKTOBER 2011. 14 NOVEMBER SPM. Genap 30 hari sahaja lagi. Mesti hang bosan baca blog ni sebab tak habis-habis cakap pasal exam SPM en?Mungkin bagi yang tak duduk lagi takkan rasa lagi apa yang sedang aku rasakan. Tapi yang pasti semua akan rasa juga satu hari nanti. Ok. Back to story. Hari ni macam biasa lah kan ke sekolah. Maka naiklah kami ke surau sebab ada bacaan yasiin. Lepas selesai bacaan tu, ustazah pun cerita lah suatu cerita.
Cerita nya bermula begini. Ada dua orang kawan ni. Sorang namanya Ali dan sorang lagi Abu. Satu hari ni, mereka memanjat pokok rambutan (kalau x silap) di belakang rumah mereka. Maka Ibu ali pun ternampak ali lalu menyahut " Ali. Turun! Kang jatuh. " .Pada masa yang sama, ayah abu ternampak abu lalu menyahut " Abu! Pegang dahan tu kuat -kuat." Ending, Ali jatuh sebab dahan pokok tu tak kukuh. Abu pula tak jatuh kerana dia dengar dan ikut apa yang dipesan ayahnya.
Maka ustazah pun cakap lah mesej disebalik cerita ni ialah jangan fikir negatif. Fikir positif. Kalau kita tak yakin dengan diri kita, nescaya kita akan jatuh. Masih tak terlambat lagi. Budak-budak islam tingkatan 5 semua dengar dengan tekun pulak.
Selepas tu kami menuju ke kelas. Kami duduk ramai-ramai lah membuat kerja masing-masing. Kemudian, Ahmad bertanya kepada aku satu soalan biology yang aku tidak dapat menerangkan kepadanya kerana aku agak kabur dalam subjek itu. Lalu aku pun cakap lah aku tak tahu. "Markah bio aku macam apa je. Aku takut lah. Aku rasa macam nak give up. " Maka sudah tibalah masa untuk aku untuk diceramahi. Dia cakap "kan ustazah dah cakap dah tadi . Kau ni kan selalu pikir negatif lah." Haha. Serve me rightlah. Aku pun mengangguk je. Betul cakap dia.
Pastu berbual-bual pasal hal lain pulak. Adalah kan. Maka dia pun menasihati kami. Ayat dia pergh. Boleh menginsafkan kot. Antaranya ialah:
" Perkataan itu datangnya daripada hati." Kalau hati jahat, Nescaya perkataan yang dituturkan pun tidak baik.
"Lelaki yang baik adalah untuk perempuan yang baik. " Kalau kita pilih isteri yang baik, nescaya suaminya pun akan baik juga. Insyallah.
"Kalau kita hendak kehendak kita dimakbulkan, pertama sekali utamakan Kehendak Allah s.w.t" Jikalau kita tidak pernah lupa untuk memenuhi kehandak-Nya maka jika kita memohon kepada Nya, Insyallah akan dimakbulkan kehendak kita.
Memang menginsafkanlah. Banyak lagi yang kami berbual. Tapi ini sahaja yang aku ingat. Takut sangat bila memikirkan SPM . Ibu ku dari tadi mengusik-usik aku dengan mengatakan genap satu bulan sahaja lagi yang aku ada supaya aku lebih gentar mendengar angka kritikal tersebut.
Salah satu sebab dia gembira sebab nak takutkan aku , satu lagi sebab dia gembira sebab nak tunggu aku ambik lesen kereta so boleh bawa dia ke hulu dan hilir. Alamat lepas ni, Klang lah tempat tinggal aku. Haih. Terfikir aku seorang diri, haih farhana kalaulah kau tak tidur dalam kelas masa tingkatan 4 kau . Menyesal-menyesal. Tak guna pun nak menyesal sekarang. Kalau nak berjaya,kena usaha lebih lah. Renung-renungkanlah dan selamat beramah. K gtg. Its time to study . :) Bye
Monday, 10 October 2011
But why?
Hi :)
Hello. As usual today is a nice day but keep on receiving unwanted issues. Day after day, problems get bigger and bigger. There is too much to bear. Too much to bear since beginning of the year. Why you are creating untrue stories and makes things go worst? Why you lied? What is your motive? Why you want to disturb people's friendship? Why you want to do the same thing to her as what you have done to me? Why people keeps listening to you without knowing the truth? Why?!
Seriously, i listens to many people. Based on that, i make a conclusion. I dont just blast suddenly ok. Based on my interpretations, i've made a conclusion. The conclusion are I Dont Believe Anyone. Everyone is telling a different stories. Kalaulah aku ada camera CCTV, Record sejibik-sejibik ape yang korang cakap, baru tau! Fuhh. Sabar je la. Kalau salah tu mengaku je la, jangan buat cerita boleh x. Susah sangat ke?? Every lie that you have made soon will "reward" you back . Even with your own best pal you lied.I shall say you lied to everyone. What type of person are you?
I dont mind about me because victoriously , you have lied and people believes you. Congrats. Maybe i dont know how to lie and do the same things you have done but last but not least ,im honest . Kau tutup mata je menipu manusia yang dikaburi dengan kesalahan kau, tapi kau kena ingat Allah nampak semuanya. Daripada menyalahkan sorang demi sorang, apa kata kau duduk tanya diri kau semua salah kau, dan cuba letakkan diri kau kat setiap keadaan sorang demi sorang. Aku cukup bengang dengan makhluk yg selalu mengatakan "Saya tak tahu apa salah saya", "Saya x tau kenapa dia nak marah saya", "Ntahlah, biarlah dia nak marah saya pun". Dei, Tak kan orang nak marah kau kalau kau tak buat salah.Langsung tak bertanggungjawab dengan tindakan kau. Padahal, kau yang wujudkan semua benda tu. Aku tak paham kenapa manusia begitu senang untuk ditipu dan dipermainkan?
Kalau nak dihitung satu per satu, rasa dah boleh buat sarang kat kepala otak aku ni. Berbelit-belit. Sorang cakap macam ni sorang cakap macam tu. Tapi yang pasti tahap kepercayaan aku dah tahap kritikal. Setiap hari semakin berkurangan. Bukannya aku tak nak tapi aku tak boleh. Aku cukup kenal dan masak atas semua yang terjadi. Aku cuma harap kau tak terukkan lagi keadaan dan cuba cari jalan terbaik untuk tebus kesalahan kau. Tolong jangan susahkan hidup orang lain.
Makin lama makin gawat. Satu per satu. Haih. Aku pasrah apa yang nak jadi seterusnya. Aku tak larat . Aku redha. Nasihat aku cuma satu, Sesiapa yang berkaitan sahaja diminta untuk selesaikan masalah masing-masing. Yang tak tahu apa-apa tu, jaga kain sendiri. Jangan duduk menyibuk dan terukkan lagi keadaan. Harap maklum. Kalau susah sangat, apa kata kita duduk jauh-jauh pergi amik buku ,belajar untuk SPM lagi bagus. Itulah jalan terbaik sekarang. Lepas tu korang nak rasa apa pun, suka hati lah.
X pe. Lagi sebulan je. Sabar ye kawan-kawan. Lepas tu, baru kita sedar kot. Yang kita saling memerlukan. :)
Hello. As usual today is a nice day but keep on receiving unwanted issues. Day after day, problems get bigger and bigger. There is too much to bear. Too much to bear since beginning of the year. Why you are creating untrue stories and makes things go worst? Why you lied? What is your motive? Why you want to disturb people's friendship? Why you want to do the same thing to her as what you have done to me? Why people keeps listening to you without knowing the truth? Why?!
Seriously, i listens to many people. Based on that, i make a conclusion. I dont just blast suddenly ok. Based on my interpretations, i've made a conclusion. The conclusion are I Dont Believe Anyone. Everyone is telling a different stories. Kalaulah aku ada camera CCTV, Record sejibik-sejibik ape yang korang cakap, baru tau! Fuhh. Sabar je la. Kalau salah tu mengaku je la, jangan buat cerita boleh x. Susah sangat ke?? Every lie that you have made soon will "reward" you back . Even with your own best pal you lied.I shall say you lied to everyone. What type of person are you?
I dont mind about me because victoriously , you have lied and people believes you. Congrats. Maybe i dont know how to lie and do the same things you have done but last but not least ,im honest . Kau tutup mata je menipu manusia yang dikaburi dengan kesalahan kau, tapi kau kena ingat Allah nampak semuanya. Daripada menyalahkan sorang demi sorang, apa kata kau duduk tanya diri kau semua salah kau, dan cuba letakkan diri kau kat setiap keadaan sorang demi sorang. Aku cukup bengang dengan makhluk yg selalu mengatakan "Saya tak tahu apa salah saya", "Saya x tau kenapa dia nak marah saya", "Ntahlah, biarlah dia nak marah saya pun". Dei, Tak kan orang nak marah kau kalau kau tak buat salah.Langsung tak bertanggungjawab dengan tindakan kau. Padahal, kau yang wujudkan semua benda tu. Aku tak paham kenapa manusia begitu senang untuk ditipu dan dipermainkan?
Kalau nak dihitung satu per satu, rasa dah boleh buat sarang kat kepala otak aku ni. Berbelit-belit. Sorang cakap macam ni sorang cakap macam tu. Tapi yang pasti tahap kepercayaan aku dah tahap kritikal. Setiap hari semakin berkurangan. Bukannya aku tak nak tapi aku tak boleh. Aku cukup kenal dan masak atas semua yang terjadi. Aku cuma harap kau tak terukkan lagi keadaan dan cuba cari jalan terbaik untuk tebus kesalahan kau. Tolong jangan susahkan hidup orang lain.
Makin lama makin gawat. Satu per satu. Haih. Aku pasrah apa yang nak jadi seterusnya. Aku tak larat . Aku redha. Nasihat aku cuma satu, Sesiapa yang berkaitan sahaja diminta untuk selesaikan masalah masing-masing. Yang tak tahu apa-apa tu, jaga kain sendiri. Jangan duduk menyibuk dan terukkan lagi keadaan. Harap maklum. Kalau susah sangat, apa kata kita duduk jauh-jauh pergi amik buku ,belajar untuk SPM lagi bagus. Itulah jalan terbaik sekarang. Lepas tu korang nak rasa apa pun, suka hati lah.
X pe. Lagi sebulan je. Sabar ye kawan-kawan. Lepas tu, baru kita sedar kot. Yang kita saling memerlukan. :)
Saturday, 8 October 2011
Cinta Muka Buku Official Video Clip - Najwa Latif
Tajuk Lirik Lagu: Cinta Muka Buku
Artis/penyanyi: Najwa Latif
Kita berkenalan hanya dalam laman muka buku
Kau hantar pesanan suruh aku terima kamu
ooh.. Hati ku rasa sesuatu..
Dan pabila kau kata kau mahu jumpa aku
Ku gelisah berdebar hati rasa tak menentu
oohh.. benarkah rasa itu..
Bagaimana harus bersua
Ku rasa gementar tapi bahagia
Perlukah kita cari peluang pertama
Walaupun kita tak pernah berjumpa
Banyak persoalan yang berada di minda
Banyak tanda tanya dan juga kata kerja
Otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya
Hidup tak menentu adakah ini cinta
Banyak soalan banyak juga jawapannya
Kata hati dan rasa tak dibiar saja
Setiap yang berlaku ada kebaikannya
Harus pejam mata dan cuba apa saja
Pabila kau renung tajam-tajam mata aku
Ku rasa sesuatu rasa yang ku tak tahu Oooo…
Ini cinta remajaku
Dan pabila kau katakan kau suka aku
Ku terdiam terkedu tak tahu mana nak tuju Oooo…
Itulah cinta yang satu, cinta di muka buku..
Bagaimana harus bersua
Ku rasa gementar tapi bahagia
Perlukah kita beri peluang pertama
Walaupun kita tak pernah berjumpa
Banyak persoalan yang berada di minda
Banyak tanda tanya dan juga kata cinta
Otak kata jangan hati pula kata ya
Hidup tak menentu adakah ini cinta
Banyak soalan banyak juga jawapannya
Kata hati dan rasa tak dibiar saja
Setiap yang berlaku ada kebaikannya
Harus pejam mata dan cuba apa saja
Pabila kau katakan kau suka aku
Ku terdiam terkedu tak tahu mana nak tuju Oooo
Itulah cinta yang satu
Cinta di muka buku
Friday, 7 October 2011
Again and again.
Hi :)
Firstly, talking about feelings. Damn. I seriously hate to talk about it all over again. Relationship wise not so good. Not that i dont want to make it good, but i've give up on it. Some people might look from a different perspective. Good or bad , its up to you. To me, im pretty sure thats the best choice for me and i feel good ok. Well some of you might be wondering what crap im talking about. Like duhh, its about Friendship. Maybe some people doesnt knows what it means. Well, here a pinch of the defination of a friendship:
1)A person whom TRUSTS
2)A person who DOES NOT MAKE USE OF OTHERS.
3)A Person who CARES FOR THEIR FRIENDS FEELINGS.
4)A Person who LISTENS TO PROBLEMS.
5)A Person who SOLVES THE PROBLEMS TOGETHER.
6)A Person who UNDERSTANDS.
7)A Person who APPRECIATES others even how little that person helped us.
8)A Person who DOES NOT BLAME OTHERS.
9)A Person who DOES NOT SHOUTS OR SCREAMS .
10)A Person who GOT THE GUTS TO MAINTAIN A FRIENDSHIP.
11)A Person who willing TO FORGIVE OTHERS.
12)A Person who WE CAN COUNT ON.
13)A Person who LEADS U TO THE GOOD PATHWAY.
14)A Person who DOES NOT LIE.
15)A Person who ARENT HYPOCRYTE.
16)A Person who DOES NOT RUIN OTHERS FRIENDSHIP.
17)A Person who DOES NOT MAKE THINGS GO WORST.
18)A Person who are willing to be our LAUGHTERS.
19)A Person who are willing to be SHOULDER TO CRY.
20)A Person who we can SHARE on.
21)A Person who does not SELFISH.
Actually, there's alot more to write but because of time factor , i think that some how enough . Since my childhood, i've make friends with many peoples from different background . But i didnt expect that out of that so many years, this year that i hate the most talking about that relations.People are being so unappreciative. Honestly, i think i've done my parts for years. But how sad will it be to watch what i get in return.Its not that im expacting what i've done , but i just need justice of all that happened. My mum once said " Friends is not everything,they will be there for you when you are happy,but when you are in a dilema, you will somehow search your family ." Now, i realised that. Each and everyday i prayed so i get my best answer and finally i found it. Heh. IM NOT MEANT FOR THEM. :) Im meant for a person who do their PARTS AS a FRIEND to me.
I dont really mind about me and my feelings as im already used to that situations and i dont want to talk about it. But i seriously pity for the buddy of mine too being threated the same way i've been threated. If its me, i dont mind. But why must she? She always tries her best to get along with u guys , she forgets each and every mistakes that they do, she cries everyday just to throw her sad feelings. But what she gets? She's being threated like a doll who when at first we enjoys playing it and ending in a trash.But She is your's friend!!! Please learn to appreciate others! Please! And you want to know what is meant by all of your actions? S.T.U.P.I.D. Not only her .Many of my buddies in the same situations.
On the other hand, for another buddy, she is such a nice friend. Nice friend to all but i dont understand why people blames her over and over. What she did? If you dont satisfy and if you are brave enough , tell straight face to face. I felt so sorry for her. Hmm. Never mind. Every problems has a solutions. Thank god there are still TRUE FRIENDS who are still there for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAXIMUM.
I've nothing to say anymore . Well, thats it. Bye. :)
Firstly, talking about feelings. Damn. I seriously hate to talk about it all over again. Relationship wise not so good. Not that i dont want to make it good, but i've give up on it. Some people might look from a different perspective. Good or bad , its up to you. To me, im pretty sure thats the best choice for me and i feel good ok. Well some of you might be wondering what crap im talking about. Like duhh, its about Friendship. Maybe some people doesnt knows what it means. Well, here a pinch of the defination of a friendship:
1)A person whom TRUSTS
2)A person who DOES NOT MAKE USE OF OTHERS.
3)A Person who CARES FOR THEIR FRIENDS FEELINGS.
4)A Person who LISTENS TO PROBLEMS.
5)A Person who SOLVES THE PROBLEMS TOGETHER.
6)A Person who UNDERSTANDS.
7)A Person who APPRECIATES others even how little that person helped us.
8)A Person who DOES NOT BLAME OTHERS.
9)A Person who DOES NOT SHOUTS OR SCREAMS .10)A Person who GOT THE GUTS TO MAINTAIN A FRIENDSHIP.
11)A Person who willing TO FORGIVE OTHERS.
12)A Person who WE CAN COUNT ON.
13)A Person who LEADS U TO THE GOOD PATHWAY.
14)A Person who DOES NOT LIE.
15)A Person who ARENT HYPOCRYTE.
16)A Person who DOES NOT RUIN OTHERS FRIENDSHIP.
17)A Person who DOES NOT MAKE THINGS GO WORST.
18)A Person who are willing to be our LAUGHTERS.
19)A Person who are willing to be SHOULDER TO CRY.
20)A Person who we can SHARE on.
21)A Person who does not SELFISH.
Actually, there's alot more to write but because of time factor , i think that some how enough . Since my childhood, i've make friends with many peoples from different background . But i didnt expect that out of that so many years, this year that i hate the most talking about that relations.People are being so unappreciative. Honestly, i think i've done my parts for years. But how sad will it be to watch what i get in return.Its not that im expacting what i've done , but i just need justice of all that happened. My mum once said " Friends is not everything,they will be there for you when you are happy,but when you are in a dilema, you will somehow search your family ." Now, i realised that. Each and everyday i prayed so i get my best answer and finally i found it. Heh. IM NOT MEANT FOR THEM. :) Im meant for a person who do their PARTS AS a FRIEND to me.
I dont really mind about me and my feelings as im already used to that situations and i dont want to talk about it. But i seriously pity for the buddy of mine too being threated the same way i've been threated. If its me, i dont mind. But why must she? She always tries her best to get along with u guys , she forgets each and every mistakes that they do, she cries everyday just to throw her sad feelings. But what she gets? She's being threated like a doll who when at first we enjoys playing it and ending in a trash.But She is your's friend!!! Please learn to appreciate others! Please! And you want to know what is meant by all of your actions? S.T.U.P.I.D. Not only her .Many of my buddies in the same situations.
On the other hand, for another buddy, she is such a nice friend. Nice friend to all but i dont understand why people blames her over and over. What she did? If you dont satisfy and if you are brave enough , tell straight face to face. I felt so sorry for her. Hmm. Never mind. Every problems has a solutions. Thank god there are still TRUE FRIENDS who are still there for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAXIMUM.
I've nothing to say anymore . Well, thats it. Bye. :)
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