Flashback.

Hi :)

                  Today i would like to share some feelings isolated deep in my heart. What feelings? Well, figure it out by yourself lah. Hmm, actually i love all of them, i love them so much.Sorry i mean MOST of them. And if i wish i had a rewind button in life, i would like to press that button and paused it for a long time. Forever also would be better. I remember the way we are back two years , i like the way we are so happy together, i so grateful to see each and one of us laughing and smiling away together, im touched the way we care for each other in every Ups and Downs that we gone through, i satisfied to see we share 's our problems together, i love the way we care for each other, i love the way we screaming and shouting like mad teens, i love to watch we catch other's tears in every pain that they gone through , argh i missed everything! Now, not to say im not satisfied or not. Its faith. I cant blame it. Its just that life cant be like what we are expecting it to be always. Wallahualam. :)

               Many things that i wanted in my life in which i know mostly are difficult to make it become true. One of it are happiness.Happiness as in in every relations. I really hope that YOU will realise and regret so badly about this and apologise to each and everyone of your biggest mistake . When? What? Why? How? Do not ask me. Because even me are not that strong to hear that huge,big, fatty, kilograms, sumo,mega,tetra,gega kind of problems. Its a mixture in a combo meal that booms everyone at a time. And yeah its kind a nuclear explosion for a moment. Im sick and tired of the humans that is not enough maturity maybe to think whats their fault , the way they should fix things back and most importantly do not lie . Please.

              You know when will we realise? After we gonna leave that old building. That old building that have created all our beginning of stories and that is the place too that every story gonna end. And you know, as we grow older and older and looked back of all our actions. Trust me, we gonna miss each other like crazy ,man. We gonna drop our tears regretting what have happened. Trust me, If you have a huge hatter in one person now and it feels burning in your heart but years after years maybe you might not forget but im sure you will forgive.

              You only should seek the TRUE person who are always with you. Again i Repeat, TRUE person who are always with you. Its up to you whether to forgive one or not even yeah i know its too hard to swallow everything and pretending nothing happen . But to me, it takes a very very long time. Damn sakit hati weyh. My only intention is just to give lesson that you have losed something and to have some regret feelings. Hatter is just a temporary catalyst that boost up my anger of all your actions. Sorry la. I cant helped it.When my inner voice says thats it, well thats it.  Excuse me, again im reminding, this post is just for certain people that always there that you can rely on them ok.

                I know . I know its super freaking ,damn it, hard to forgive. The burning sensations in my heart is like even a fireman are not able to put off the fire. The moment i look at your face, i saw hatter. Its not a normal hatter. Its a Mega hatter. I dont think things can be solved before the time comes. And i hope i dont see that face anymore. I dont blame you but i blame your lies, your words, your actions, your hypocriteness. You are a queen at it ,man.People who are unappreacitive and irresponsible are hopeless to keep them. Because they can only make the best out of you.When you aren't in need anymore , you gonna end in a trash. Well, that show what we get in return actually. As my friend once said, buat baik salah, buat jahat pun salah. Hmm.

           Hey, again , again and again im reminding you. This post its just a flash back. It is meant for people that should be meant and have to be meant as they are.  Bye. :)